Be smart.

I’ve been wondering what kind of things am I supposed to post on this blog. After a month of deciding, while having a terrible kind of post-chuck-depression I finally posted the first picture that I’ve made. But honestly it was not satisfying.

But I think I’ve finally found the topic and the reason to continue: trying to fix my biggest mistake.

And by the biggest mistake I mean the school and the class type that I’ve chosen. One month spent in this High School was enough to start hating myself. The class type doesn’t fit me at all, and school doesn’t offer any special programs that I could possibly attend.

I am a terrible kind of a wallflower and the possibility of changing school freaks me out. Teenagers are cruel - we all know that, and I’d rather suffer with learning everything by myself then with people hating me.

Also my interests has changed quite a lot. Last year I was mainly focused on movie-making, mostly editing and partly script-writing, but my everlasting love for science has suddenly woken up.

I love everything about this world, and it never fails to fascinate me. So I’ve realised that art (which I still love so much) is not “THE ONE”, you know. I’m not so sure anymore if I want to dedicate my life to it.

And because everything we know about everything (such a shame! i’m probably the biggest time-travel, space-universe-astronomy geek in this part of Europe) in physics is probably wrong, I’m more into biology and bio-medical science.

I’m still kinda stuck between art and science, but this one I will figure out later.

Everyone has a dream, right? And so do I.

I dream about college and proper education, I dream about being a Yalie.

So this is the start of this roller-coaster ride. Here I am - a small town girl from Poland - willing to become a student of one of the best schools in the world, the Ivy League’s member. And I’m going to give it all, and never give it up.

Light and truth will guide me, I hope.

See you soon,

Nika

P.S I’m still going to post some Chuck-related or Holmes-related things. :3

P.S2: Hi, Nick! Thank you for reblogging :3 and following…and stuff, you know.